i wish there was some sort of way to blog semi-privately. i want people to be able to read my thoughts and open up however, i’m too self-conscious to post it knowing that a handful of the people who follow me, know me in real life & see me on a regular basis. 

there are things i want to share, events that have been pivotal to who i am today. but, i can’t because i’m not ready to share them with people who are “real”to me. 

in the plainest of words, i want to write anonymously without being anonymous. 
and that sounds absolutely ridiculous.